The Room I rush back to my motel room, anxious. The day dragged on and on. One boring meeting after another, an all too brief business lunch, and then more demonstrations all afternoon. The temperature outside is warm and humid, much like the meeting room was. I order Italian carryout on the way back to the motel, and take my oversize shoulder bag from my car. I unlock the room door, enter and double lock it behind me. I won't see my work mates until 8 o'clock the next morning. I take a few bites of the pasta dish and a few gulps of the ice water from the water jug in the cooler on the floor. My clothes nearly leap off my body as I head to the shower. Hot water is a little slow to come and I jump right in. After a refreshing 15 minutes, I towel off and start a close shave with my hand razor. I want to do it right by doing the complete job. Sitting before the bathroom mirror, I open all the bag's zippers and start by using spirit gum to slick my eyebrows down, and follow with some mustache wax I smooth across my natural brows. Next I apply some creme foundation, smoothing it up into the hairline and neck. I dot concealer on some trouble spots, and some loose powder over all complete the base. I dust my lids with a pearlescent white powder, up over my natural brows. Next, I apply the false eye lashes and outline the eyes with a black eyeliner pencil, extending out past the corner of the eyes a bit. A little black eye shadow powder fill in the corners and outline the bottom side of my natural brow ridges. I apply a little more white shadow along the outside edge of the lower eye liner and end the eye treatment. The black liner pencil also outlines the lips in a slightly exaggerated shape, and I fill in with a dark red lip pencil. I want to look real sultry tonight, so I take out the short black "Femme Nikita" wig, a short neck length with bangs, and place it on my head, brushing the sides out, and the bangs in to place. Now comes the real excitement for me. I pull on the tan dancers belt and pull my penis way back between my clenched legs, gently rolling my testicles back up and in to their body cavities. Then I slip a small panty liner inside the back and pull the belt up tightly leaving a smooth feminine looking and feeling mound. Next to apply are the flesh colored tights, since I can't shave my legs for many reasons. Pulling the nude sheer to the waist support pantyhose up my legs and encasing my compressed groin was simply electric! I decide on the black fishnet pantyhose to start out with, and then the black PVC teddy over the top of that. I stuff the teddies cups with foam falsies to give them some shape. I want to look the bitch, so I'm pulling the thigh high PVC bed boots up each leg, carefully working the zippers all the way up, and pulling the tops up high. Stepping into my 4" black patent pumps takes a little bit of a balancing act to accomplish. I'm too lazy to put on false nails, so I pull on my elbow length black PVC fingered gloves, smoothing them up as high over the elbows as possible. Carefully practicing the right step, I sway over to the full length mirror by the bathroom. I could just die! I'm stunned how perfectly wicked and sexy I look and feel. From the bottom of the bag comes the black PVC jacket with the long sleeves. When I wrap it around my waist, it comes to about 1" below my crotch. I swing and sway back and forth, wrapping and unwrapping it in different provocative poses. I turned on the clock radio and tuned in an easy listing station with slow beats that were easy to move with. I should have brought the camera, damn it, I muse. I begin to slowly strip, slipping the jacket off slowly, one shoulder at a time, teasingly. I slowly begin to feel up my ersatz breasts and unsnap the teddy's crotch, and stroke my smooth crotch, noting with a flush the gradual hardening of the pubic area under my probing finger tips. My legs start to get weak, and I stagger back into the bathroom, bumping into the toilet. Glancing to my left, I see a reflection of a hot bitch fondling herself and that image causes me to collapse on the toilet seat, closing my eyes. I stroke my silky hard pubic mound harder and faster, with my legs spread apart wide at the knees. When I open my eyes I see a vivid image of a woman squatting on a toilet directly ahead of me. I did not notice the toilet was visible in that mirror earlier, and that intensified my lust. Soon my legs were shaking uncontrollably, and I felt faint, as I came in the panty liner stuffed inside my dancer's belt. I just sat there, catching my breath. I slowly stand up and weakly walk in to the room, and I look at the clock display of only ten- thirty PM. So I lay down on the bed and think out loud there may still be time to try on that black knit zipper dress, before I need to clean off the makeup and pack my goodie bag for early return to my car in the morning, and then go to bed. © By Lisa D.( July 1996)